Truth

The situation is going worst and worst
and i just can't figure it out...
seems like i have think too much on it...

but mayb what have they said is right..
mayb what they did is right
but i just can't stop thinking that ... shit

The best regret in my life

Regret, this word recently just appear in my mind ...
It's been long time ago, it's leave me and now it's back to me..
i'm not going to tell everything at here...
because all of the things are happened without my notice..
and what i get, just some bullshit..
aikss...
This is what a great and best regret in my life!!

Hero

I wish that i could be your hero,
looks like the chance i have to fight for it...
i could give you everything that possible,
once i grabs ur hands i will never let it go,
i wish that i could do everything for u ,
but for this moment, i have no courage to do tat,
sucks,i'm such a bitch !!

Speak out my voice

September, a month who many people emo for relationship...
include me ? arhhgg..nope....
but those feeling looks like coming toward me...
gooosshh...i hate that....

seriously shit, i ain't perfect, i have a lot of weakness,
i can't be the one of people, i don't like to hurt gals feels,
this is why till now i'm still single, but i will change all of these,
motivate myself till another level so that i can be the good guy but not perfect..

What that she want, i can't gave, What she need , probably i could do that, but do not expect i will be the perfect one for you, coz i still have space that can improve, become more good and good but this is not the right time to do that...

Once i have found my gals, i swear !! i will treat her like the queen but hope so, she aso will understand the situation of mine coz i ain't PERFECT. :X

I would like to sing a song right now :)
If u see my girl just tell her i miss smile :D

Weee....holiday :D

Yeap !! i'm finish my final exam... and my holiday is just START !!!
wwwwwwowwwwwwwwwwww.... I should appreciate it !! ahah....
hmm.... lately, malaysia is full of racist LOL !!!!
because of some people din't use their brain before they speak ...
and there is many offense message among other races...this is so sick...
i mean..just shut all of your fucking mouth and don't speak anything that related to races and there won't be any trouble happen....

i'm tired of these news already hahaa....so what...i don't care what they said...
because now i'm gona have my holiday and Use it wisely !! Muahahaaaaaa

I'm back to Here ... :D

It's been few month i din't write my blog ady...

because i'm quite lazy bout that...xD

anyway...

my 2nd sem 1 have started and it's feel great to me although there is many assignment have to rush and going to busy with the event xD..

seriously...event...have many stuff have to handle..and many progress need to go through..

isn't easy for me...but i will try to handle it and make it go on successful...hopefully..

gosh...still have many craps have to done..but..i'm guess i still on the half way of it...

but... i have to done it ..

Last but not last, my lovely grandpa have passed away about 1 month and i would like to tell u grandpa...no matter in what condition, in what situation, i will love you more than ever...><

Miss you grandpa..may god bless you and rest in peace...amen...

Is Just Write it down according my FEEL !!

Yeaaa..sometimes i was emo..but i won't show it up on my face =P
i won't let anybody knows that ...

Why everyone asking bout this... why you still don't want in a relationship ?
Opps...cause i'm still not perfect enough.... I'm still a student ...and sometimes i just work for part-time... that means .. my financial is not stable yet... i can't get anything for that gurl if she request it from me, i can't give it to her...
and i spend most of my time in my study... i got no extra time to spend ><

I'm not emo :D