Forbidden Blog :X

Seems like i have forbidden this blog bout 2 years ago, but anyway, here's just for a quick update, Now i'm standing in front of two roads which decide my destiny and future, am have no idea which road have to take but at least i have to risk on it, this world are getting rotten !! feels like stay at a village rather than a city aiks

Perfect

Urgh, listen back to my fav song Simple Plan-perfect and i just realize i'm nt that perfect for people.hmm...By the way, no one in this world are perfect right ? if do, how does he looks alike ? i wanna take a look on him but anyway, i just trying to be perfect and i know that's impossible. FXXK mannn...i just wish i could be perfect for YOU, yea is YOU btw who the hell are YOU ? =P haven't appear in my life huh? i think so haha!! Alright, give me some times and i will like to make myself become perfect but not 100%, dont expect too much.

What?!

WAo!! seems like i have few month din't update my lovely blog, i can sense the dust all over the blog haha!

Ohh shit, i have spent too much on these few month and doesn't have any saving at all.
my life is upside down noww!! isn't healthy at all ? i guess yeaa...but i'm still working hard on make it back to the normal, seems it's a tough job for me huh..

Well, last few month my grandpa was sent to hopistal but at last, she are healthy now, no worry :) but looks like i have to spent more time to accompany her. i doesn't want to regret someday. Another question that just know me down, my relatives recently keep asking me, when you onli getting a GF ? What ?! i guess i don't have to purposely to get 1 right ? i believe that time has arrive, den i just can accept it.HAHA,so please don't ask me this question again. will appreciate it :)

Recently, refer to Facebook, there's many people are sharing those UFO sighting Video but do you guys believe on it ? For me, definitely yes, there is UFO exist,urm i mean Alien are exist in this world. Why? let's straight to the point, The numbers of UFO video are Rapidly increasing on Youtube, almost everyday will be uploaded fews. That means witness of UFO are getting more and more, government of world wide are out of control to control these source explore and these government are also ready to disclosure the TRUTH, but till now they are haven't disclosure any information about UFO, i think this is not the right time. I guess i can't tell all the evidence and knowledge that i have gained for UFO but i hoped you guys can search it up on WEB.

Truth

The situation is going worst and worst
and i just can't figure it out...
seems like i have think too much on it...

but mayb what have they said is right..
mayb what they did is right
but i just can't stop thinking that ... shit

The best regret in my life

Regret, this word recently just appear in my mind ...
It's been long time ago, it's leave me and now it's back to me..
i'm not going to tell everything at here...
because all of the things are happened without my notice..
and what i get, just some bullshit..
aikss...
This is what a great and best regret in my life!!

Hero

I wish that i could be your hero,
looks like the chance i have to fight for it...
i could give you everything that possible,
once i grabs ur hands i will never let it go,
i wish that i could do everything for u ,
but for this moment, i have no courage to do tat,
sucks,i'm such a bitch !!

Speak out my voice

September, a month who many people emo for relationship...
include me ? arhhgg..nope....
but those feeling looks like coming toward me...
gooosshh...i hate that....

seriously shit, i ain't perfect, i have a lot of weakness,
i can't be the one of people, i don't like to hurt gals feels,
this is why till now i'm still single, but i will change all of these,
motivate myself till another level so that i can be the good guy but not perfect..

What that she want, i can't gave, What she need , probably i could do that, but do not expect i will be the perfect one for you, coz i still have space that can improve, become more good and good but this is not the right time to do that...

Once i have found my gals, i swear !! i will treat her like the queen but hope so, she aso will understand the situation of mine coz i ain't PERFECT. :X

I would like to sing a song right now :)
If u see my girl just tell her i miss smile :D

Weee....holiday :D

Yeap !! i'm finish my final exam... and my holiday is just START !!!
wwwwwwowwwwwwwwwwww.... I should appreciate it !! ahah....
hmm.... lately, malaysia is full of racist LOL !!!!
because of some people din't use their brain before they speak ...
and there is many offense message among other races...this is so sick...
i mean..just shut all of your fucking mouth and don't speak anything that related to races and there won't be any trouble happen....

i'm tired of these news already hahaa....so what...i don't care what they said...
because now i'm gona have my holiday and Use it wisely !! Muahahaaaaaa

I'm back to Here ... :D

It's been few month i din't write my blog ady...

because i'm quite lazy bout that...xD

anyway...

my 2nd sem 1 have started and it's feel great to me although there is many assignment have to rush and going to busy with the event xD..

seriously...event...have many stuff have to handle..and many progress need to go through..

isn't easy for me...but i will try to handle it and make it go on successful...hopefully..

gosh...still have many craps have to done..but..i'm guess i still on the half way of it...

but... i have to done it ..

Last but not last, my lovely grandpa have passed away about 1 month and i would like to tell u grandpa...no matter in what condition, in what situation, i will love you more than ever...><

Miss you grandpa..may god bless you and rest in peace...amen...

Is Just Write it down according my FEEL !!

Yeaaa..sometimes i was emo..but i won't show it up on my face =P
i won't let anybody knows that ...

Why everyone asking bout this... why you still don't want in a relationship ?
Opps...cause i'm still not perfect enough.... I'm still a student ...and sometimes i just work for part-time... that means .. my financial is not stable yet... i can't get anything for that gurl if she request it from me, i can't give it to her...
and i spend most of my time in my study... i got no extra time to spend ><

I'm not emo :D

It's getting Crazy with my Life

Haaaaa...
First....i have finish my Final Exam....It's time to Shout" Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah" haha
and i'm having my holiday too.........Wooooohoooooooooo LOL

Last week, i have work for Success Resource as a Event Crew in National Achiever Congress Seminar Event, although this jobs is abit tiring but i'm enjoyed it because i met many crazziessssssssss crew in my life ahaha...They are just simply amazing................Wao...
Beside tat , i have learn many extra knowledge through the event and enjoyed listened to those Success and famous speaker given some amazing talks...xD guess who had come to this event !!
Tony Blair LOL !! Former Prime minister of Great Britain ...Wooooooooooooowwwww!! He's amazing and talks that give by him is meaningful.

Woopppppss...non-stop club for two days ... !! ThIs is what we called LIFE!!! hahahhhhhhh

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I have Made decision

Thinking and thinking for few days,
i have make my decision and this is my direction for this moment..
I will stand still what i have now till i have done my task....
i won't spend anytime already on others things that could not be success...

I was stand to fight for this for few month, and i have made my decision,
no one can change it and no one can persuade me....
i just wanna become a ordinary guys...i can't predict my future
and i'm happy the status that i have.....=)

Should trust or not ?

Guys...once u see this...can you guys just leave some comment ?
because i have no idea bout this and i don't know how to make the decision...
Okay..let's get it start....
Actually what is the meaning of friend to you guys ?
for me, friends is people who accompany you, to trust, to crazy around....
but now, i found out that friends might betray you or just take some benefit from you...
Well, let's said, if u don't trust your friends, do you lend or tell them things that privacy or your belonging ? definitely won't right...
but i have giving my trust on my friends but what i have get ?
Just some bullshit....... i won't giving any bullshit to them anymore !! It's won't be !!
Well, if those friends look at my blogs, wanna get angry or wanna comment...
Just write at here.....because i won't give you a damn :D so don't worry

P/S: Friends is specific friends :D

What a Midnight...

Seriously, sometimes i don't like midnight......
now i have done my assignment, and my brain started thinking those things should not be think..
what the..........
Think bout it will make mii more emo...celaka...hate it so much...

Wao... seriously,from that moment i saw that, it's was shocked !!
cause this kind of word shouldn't be used by u ...
but.......... You used it !!! I only can do that on that time ... !! Wao Wao Wao Wao !! @.@''

What are the point of writing a blog ??

Actually till now, i have no idea what's a blog for,
For me, blog is just a place for express mood, write when they r moody or they r happy with their life.
And blog also can known as a communication tools, cause it might able to build relationship with others peps ha....

but the purpose to me for writing a blog is EXPRESS my GOD DAMN mood, but not at all on the blog cause blog is a page that able to let everyone have a look at it, so some private things i will not write it at blog ahahah.......

Actually i like to look at peps blog because......
hmm.... hmm...

Can i Said Fuck You to You?

Actually what i heard, it's not shocked....
but.....i'm still wanna to said that FUCK YOU...=D
I'm sure you guys will ask me what's going on....
but This is my secret....so keep it with me will be better than speak Out....=D

Well....i Wanna to said 100 times FUCK YOU to YOU and u deserve with This =D

I enjoyed My Life...

i can told u bout that...ya..i'm enjoyed my life? so ?
can anyone control my life? nope...no one...
if those people that think they like to control people's life, those peoples are ass hole =D

alright,well, i already mention many times..different people have different life style...
they have their own way to living on..but some peoples are jealous..why ?
You already working on society not mean you are mature already or you already success in your carreer.

why we need to work so early ? for what ? we still student...we should concentrate on studies...ya..
many peoples are dream to be rich...alright...once u have rich..what u can do ? buy everything from all over the world...buy everything that you want ? satisfy yourself ? ya..i admit that..money can solve all the problem...but not at all...

Once become richer, most of them are farking selfish, even ask them to do some charity also will complain..this is what a rich guy attitude...

remain the same

This world are changed ?
Yes, this world are changed a lot...
what have changed ?
it's kinda many...
our weather...
peoples....
life style...
but i still remain the same..
why ? because i love the way i living on...
even there is many frustration....

but there is some changing also...
and that is my Age....i will be older than last year...
if i have a chance to don't grow up, i wish i could have that...
but don't, the clock are ticking until the day that i die will only been stopped...

why human are living in earth? why don't we living in other planet that in galaxy?
why? why the world are not balanced at all...why?
if at year 2012 will be the world end, i will not to ignored it...
because the world are ruined by human;If human never stopped damaged to earth,i believed that year 2012 will be the world end.

Before ended of my life, i wish i could enjoyed every moment in my life with my dearest friends, family even my enemy. will you enjoyed your every moment of your life with Me ?! xD

脆弱的心

在youtube看了一个短片。。。
发现人类真的很脆弱的。。。
无论表面看起来很坚强。。。
其实内心是很弱的。。。
只要小小的挫折。。。
就可以击破弱小的内心。。。
但是遇到小小的挫败。。。我们一定要学习爬起来。。。
因为世上没有东西是不能决绝的。。。