Forbidden Blog :X

Seems like i have forbidden this blog bout 2 years ago, but anyway, here's just for a quick update, Now i'm standing in front of two roads which decide my destiny and future, am have no idea which road have to take but at least i have to risk on it, this world are getting rotten !! feels like stay at a village rather than a city aiks

Perfect

Urgh, listen back to my fav song Simple Plan-perfect and i just realize i'm nt that perfect for people.hmm...By the way, no one in this world are perfect right ? if do, how does he looks alike ? i wanna take a look on him but anyway, i just trying to be perfect and i know that's impossible. FXXK mannn...i just wish i could be perfect for YOU, yea is YOU btw who the hell are YOU ? =P haven't appear in my life huh? i think so haha!! Alright, give me some times and i will like to make myself become perfect but not 100%, dont expect too much.

What?!

WAo!! seems like i have few month din't update my lovely blog, i can sense the dust all over the blog haha!

Ohh shit, i have spent too much on these few month and doesn't have any saving at all.
my life is upside down noww!! isn't healthy at all ? i guess yeaa...but i'm still working hard on make it back to the normal, seems it's a tough job for me huh..

Well, last few month my grandpa was sent to hopistal but at last, she are healthy now, no worry :) but looks like i have to spent more time to accompany her. i doesn't want to regret someday. Another question that just know me down, my relatives recently keep asking me, when you onli getting a GF ? What ?! i guess i don't have to purposely to get 1 right ? i believe that time has arrive, den i just can accept it.HAHA,so please don't ask me this question again. will appreciate it :)

Recently, refer to Facebook, there's many people are sharing those UFO sighting Video but do you guys believe on it ? For me, definitely yes, there is UFO exist,urm i mean Alien are exist in this world. Why? let's straight to the point, The numbers of UFO video are Rapidly increasing on Youtube, almost everyday will be uploaded fews. That means witness of UFO are getting more and more, government of world wide are out of control to control these source explore and these government are also ready to disclosure the TRUTH, but till now they are haven't disclosure any information about UFO, i think this is not the right time. I guess i can't tell all the evidence and knowledge that i have gained for UFO but i hoped you guys can search it up on WEB.

Truth

The situation is going worst and worst
and i just can't figure it out...
seems like i have think too much on it...

but mayb what have they said is right..
mayb what they did is right
but i just can't stop thinking that ... shit

The best regret in my life

Regret, this word recently just appear in my mind ...
It's been long time ago, it's leave me and now it's back to me..
i'm not going to tell everything at here...
because all of the things are happened without my notice..
and what i get, just some bullshit..
aikss...
This is what a great and best regret in my life!!

Hero

I wish that i could be your hero,
looks like the chance i have to fight for it...
i could give you everything that possible,
once i grabs ur hands i will never let it go,
i wish that i could do everything for u ,
but for this moment, i have no courage to do tat,
sucks,i'm such a bitch !!

Speak out my voice

September, a month who many people emo for relationship...
include me ? arhhgg..nope....
but those feeling looks like coming toward me...
gooosshh...i hate that....

seriously shit, i ain't perfect, i have a lot of weakness,
i can't be the one of people, i don't like to hurt gals feels,
this is why till now i'm still single, but i will change all of these,
motivate myself till another level so that i can be the good guy but not perfect..

What that she want, i can't gave, What she need , probably i could do that, but do not expect i will be the perfect one for you, coz i still have space that can improve, become more good and good but this is not the right time to do that...

Once i have found my gals, i swear !! i will treat her like the queen but hope so, she aso will understand the situation of mine coz i ain't PERFECT. :X

I would like to sing a song right now :)
If u see my girl just tell her i miss smile :D